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Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Whatever.

Sick of being micromanaged.  Sick of not having anyone to talk to about it.  Sick of false friends who don't care, but are just nosy.

And my new $200 version of Outlook isn't working.

Dammit.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Two times in one year....

I'm so tired of doing this and having this done to me.

Tired, tired, tired to death of it.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

March

Yesterday would have been the parental unit's anniversary.  I'm sure the ex-father and his new wife made a big show of visiting mother's grave before they celebrated their own anniversary today.  I've not visited the grave at all, ever, and doubt I will.  That has not gone unnoticed by the ex-father either, who apparently gets off on telling everyone about it. 

Grrr.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Unreal.

GRRR!

Panic Attack time!

Ok, I just had my freak out for the year.  Someone pulled into our front driveway....a big white truck that looked just like HIS.  I am not in the mood to start this again.  I actually froze.  What a stupid, freaking wuss! 

After about 2 minutes of telling myself I am NOT hiding in my own house, I went to the door.

And it wasn't even him.  It was some religious group.  I sent them on their way but ugh!!!

Thinking about that restraining order again, though hubby thinks it's a bit much.  Still...

Thursday, December 16, 2010

RIP Casey Foster

I just found out a friend I went to school with died yesterday.  He and I shared a birthday and it drove him mad that I was 15 seconds older.  :P  He was a sweet guy in school, but had run into some problems over the past few years.  It's been ages since I've seen him, but damn...that's about 5 people from our graduating class that are gone now.  Casey Foster, David Killian, Roger Shipman, Dino Allen and Daniel Swanson.  They were all really good guys, especially Daniel.  I'll always treasure the last email he sent me, only about 4 months before he died.  He said he would always remember me as the "only girl in school who didn't treat me like dirt and accepted me just the way I was."

Those words meant so much to me.  Who wouldn't want to be remembered that way?  So many people gave him such a hard time in school and I never understood why. 

R.I.P. Guys.  You will all be missed.